Reader beware, this one is pure pain and heartache. Its just where I am this afternoon. Maybe I can encourage with the relationship we HAD if I can't with the mood I am in at the moment.
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I miss you so much, my love. But I promised I wouldn’t cry for you – I am crying for myself. I am happy for you that you are enjoying the presence of the Lord. But we never planned this- not now at 66, not you first. We talked about everything. We made plans together; we made good decisions together; we talked about everything; we debriefed and prayed everyday; we were one in almost everything we did. But now you are there and I am stuck here. I can't talk to you. I don't have your help. I miss you. I need you.
Not only am I left with a lot to do but this place just doesn’t compare to where you are right now. I know, I am an ambassador and all that and you have been called to the homeland and God wants me to remain but it still hurts so much not being with you. You gave me strength, structure, respect, love, advice, you were my helpmeet, now I am all alone and I don’t know how to live on my own. Maybe eventually but not now. I want to be with you. I miss you so much.
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